Jaron - F.O.R. Lyrics

Yeah
I'm not
Seeking sympathy
Or attention
But whoever I try to attempt to be just isn't meant for me and

If I died today then don't give me a mention
I don't even want your prayers sent to me
Cause I was meant to leave and

Mentally
I'm still working to get over it I'm

At a point where I don't even know what sober is
I'm never even sleeping only drowning in the deep end
Cause I'm looking so ahead of me I couldn't see my shoulder chip
Like
Frito lays chillin next to my collar bone I
See no days where it feel like I'm not alone but
You always feeling like you gotta know I'm
Too insane
So I just sit inside at home
And think about the shit that I ain't going to speak on
Talking to myself it's feeling like I'm in a free zone
Plus the world is frozone
I'm just gonna block it
Not a human I'm adopted
And you could've been a doctor
But
You don't even got a PHD
So I'm gone fill this little paper with some THC
And think about the fact that we ain't free
Cause it's a lot of borders made of phobias that we can't see

Sick of you being xenophobic and tryna deny it
Sick of black people dying so now we starting a riot
Sick of people being racist like they gotta have a statement
Why be full of all the hatred when you could just be quiet
(SHUT UP)

If we fight
I'm gone leave and won't come back
This time
I'm riding solo
And I
Can't be safe if it's a war outside
Oh

(If we fight)
(That the walls we built so high are falling so low)
(Falling so low)