I don't know where I'm at right now
Will somebody come and save me
From me
I can't really say that I deserve to be
Here
I just know that I just met the worse of my fears
The cost of playing games
When it be time to take it seriously
I ain't really thought about what I'm gonna do
Work with what i got or go and find something new
But I wonder if this woulda happened
If the sky was blue
But I know I rush things
Cause I'm tryna get there fast
Hustling, cause I'm tryna get fast cash
Want things, I'm not willing to give back
Lusting, cause I don't wanna attach
But I'm stuck on the road
I was on my way
But
I don't know
Where to go
So right now I'm sitting in the car
All by myself
Called upon someone
They not giving me help
They said they was on the way
Well they takin all damn day
And I got a little tree
That I'm gonna burn
Got a little lesson
That I gotta learn
It's gonna be okay
This was just my Monday
It happened to be raining
And did I say it was cold
And the sky, well it was cloudy
This shit is getting old
But
Ima hold it together
As long as i can and i need to
But sitting in silence
Kind of has a way of leading to
Thoughts of she
Thoughts of he
You and me too
Thoughts of scenes
Thoughts of things I said peace to
Or made peace with
I do forgive but i don't forget
Got one life to live
If you did your biz
And if you chose a side
Stay where you is
Stay where you is