Jassick - starcatcher Lyrics

I
I used to catch the stars
Now I look up at the sky
And I don't remember why
I tried
Cuz with you gone
It's an endless void up there
If you'd just pretend to care
I can be whatever you need me to be
I can be the answer to your calls
I can be the reason that you fall in love
I think the water's clearer downstream
What if this is only a dream
Cuz when demons attack, don't have time to react
Baby tilt your head back and just scream
Now, how did that feel baby
Cuz when I see you go, I yell godspeed
You could be the hero that your childhood needs
What would your younger self think
I remember flying while you cried
You forgot the color of my eyes
It's fine
I dont think I need you to
Think about what we went through
Cuz I know that you're cornered, can't see the way forward, I know that you're tortured
Me too
Everything is fake
Baby just come back to me
Please don't react to me
When you see how much I've changed
Have you looked up recently
Please tell me what you see
Cuz I see you in the stars
Those ones I used to catch
Before it all turned to black
And I wonder
Have you washed your hands of me
Cuz I've washed my hands of you
But I don't think that we're through
You're a part of me now
Whether I want that or not
Cuz you molded who I am
Even though I don't like him
He's me
And I'll get used to him
That's what you would've wanted
That's what you would've wished for me
Honoring your memory
You are not dead to me