To see the world you gotta dive in these waters
You'll never learn how to swim if you don't get off the harbor
Everybody scared to drown I don't know why I bother
Who am I kidding
She make the thoughts of hiding smiles even harder
All she wanna do is hot box and get high to Sonder
In my head so I don't enjoy the time we got like I oughta
Who am I kidding
Keep repenting and forgetting bad days till I'm forgiven
By myself for being distant from a world that was giving
Me some light that ignored in the shadows I was hidden
Now the sun f*cking burns like the drugs that I was given
When love was non existent
I would lean against my pride
My shoulders full of boulders and there's dirt inside my eyes
The ground above my shoulders bitch I been buried alive
And ever since then I haven't been afraid to die
And if my due date is today
Send poems my brothers
To let them know if death is close
There's warmth inside this huddle
To my sisters love these men's are sluts
Don't let the hose amongst you
To my mom and dad I'm on they ass
My best I haven't come to
This a threat that I have brung you
Pistol between ya eyes
Drop a rocket out my pocket while a missile leaves the sky
These oceans been the toughest so before you think to dive
Just remember I survived when the River f*cking dried
To see the world you gotta dive in these waters
You'll never learn how to swim if you don't get off the harbor
Everybody scared to drown I don't know why I bother
Who am I kidding
She make the thoughts of hiding smiles even harder
All she wanna do is hot box and get high to Sonder
In my head so I don't enjoy the time we got like I oughta
Who am I kidding
She break the feelings I told me I need the harbor
Now she gone on my own I miss my dawg like wheezy carter
I thought I would feel better but that regret is growing larger
Who I'm kidding
Who I'm kidding
Who I'm muthf*ckin kidding