Jax the Ripper - M Lyrics

I used to fall in love with every girl I see
Used to walk down and talk down that street
Used to twirl 'round all nice'n'neat
Used to task her, ask her to follow me
I said that we'll have a good time
Babe, I'll have you home by nine
Babe, why can't you read the signs
I'll write a tome 'bout us tryin'
Now I don't feel a thing, or I dunno what I feel play thing
Am I loosing my mind, my everything?
Now I do talk to a girl all nice'n'sweet
No buttoned down, no more walking down that street
Up and down, like I'm feeling up on that teet
Down and up, I've got these drugs on repeat
Voices in my head make me feel like a creep

Yeah, well shit M, listen then, to what I write down with this pen

I miss you but I'm tryna not feel for you
I miss you but I'm tryna grow distance from you
Even though I really, I could fall for you
China is such a hinderance, yeah that's true
But shit, it ain't working, I just keep on turning
These gears, thinking 'bout your tears and all my f-ing fears
But shit, I be working, I just keep on yearning
To see your face, will it take years?
M, I dunno how much longer I can do this
Where we headed? Nowhere, somewhere, somewhere foolish
I have another beer, should we prepare?
I see another tear, this just ain't fair

M, do you understand what I'm tryna communicate?
M, this is such a complex communiqué
Well shit M, bye then, that's not a nice way men to say goodbye to a lady friend
Why oh why did I do this again?
M, do you understand what I'm tryna communicate?
M, this is such a complex communiqué
Well shit M, bye then, that's not a nice way men to say goodbye to a lady friend
Why oh why did I do this again?

Lemme just try this fresh
Lemon, not make a mess
Leaving you in that dress
Leaping shot, I digress
When we were together, wind gliding on that feather
When we were apart, not smart, tearing, bleeding heart
When we were together, not smart, tearing, bleeding feather
When we were apart, not smart, I yearned for that start
Yeah M, we had some great times, that's the truth
You know I had great care, here is the proof
I put you in this song to feel nice'n'sleuth
To try and show you what's wrong up in my booth
'Cos it ain't you, "f*ck you", yeah, alright true
That's a typical line, that an idiotical swine, who swings off of vines, would just say
It's lyrical, so come on listen carefully

M, do you understand what I'm tryna communicate?
M, this is such a complex communiqué
Well shit M, bye then, that's not a nice way men to say goodbye to a lady friend
Why oh why did I do this again?
M, do you understand what I'm tryna communicate?
M, this is such a complex communiqué
Well shit M, bye then, that's not a nice way men to say goodbye to a lady friend
Why oh why did I do this again?

A perfect girl with a hurtin' worl', that's legit
Thought we were the same you and me, just a lil' bit
I think we were but you know how it's gotta be
Drink a glass, in the past, yeah all this history
Blinking fast, yeah you know this story's killing me
I just can't take it see, why do I just hate me?
That's not the point M, we just can't start up again
'Cos it's complicated and I just ain't complainin'
'Cos it's complicated our f*cked up situation
That's the point M, I just gotta say "hi" to this new nation
I just be saying that I be changing places soon
And you are still being fed by a golden spoon
I'm braying, guess that ended up being kinda rude
"Damning fool, he has no clue, what a f*cking dude"