I Tried (I'm Sorry) Video (MV)

So Sad So Sad
Thought I Lost the best thing I ever had
And You Know You Know that I'm sorry
I suppose I need you most
You can come in you or you go with a overdose
You know you know that I'm sorry and I love you so
This beat was Produced By Demo
Uhhh
Ima break the beat off man once again
Ima walk through the hood and seeing in
As I see my friends some go away
As I crush the pills, once again I'm snorting man
They Look at me though
I'm just average human being nothing as they ever seen
And I come to the scene so many people hating me nothing else what you mean and By All Means Everybody hated me
As I wake up in the morning and I be tremblin'
Start sweating to see what dream was it
But me then I like at the fact that I woken up
And then Lord told me "Son its time to wake up"
But then I keep failing and falling and fall apart
But then I think about tryna have a new start
But can I go back to my past
Or I still keep fighting for the truth nothing else I'm being true
I tried I tried We all make mistakes and I never lied
As You Say You've heard I'm sorry
I tried I tried We all make Mistakes
And I never lied and as you say You've heard I'm sorry
God I'm sorry
I did some things that were so wrong
I didn't follow the Law as I saw
Lived with my mom and Lived with My dad
It fell apart right inside my hands
But you always protected me and Loved me
JESUS CHRIST! You know you've died for me
But sometimes that I don't wanna believe in my heart
Satan is tryna find a way and tryna tear me hard
Can I go back to where I used to be? Being a Rainbow Banner Gay Dude?
Nothing else you wanna see but
Then I move forward and continue saying I live for Christ?
It's another battle that people they wanna see me die
Might as well thou I'm tryna go fo
I'm not looking back no more I'm doing dough
Get the money in my hand and tryna hustle
What else fool nothing I'm being settled
I tried I tried We all make mistakes and I never lied
As You Say You've heard I'm sorry
I tried I tried We all make Mistakes and I never lied and as you say
You've heard I'm sorry
(We're sorry God)
I'm Tired or I Really Tried
Tryna go forward and get the Gospel to
Everyone to the Life
People really Cut themselves with the knifes
People Died cuz They don't wanna see in their life
Its called Suicide Its really hard just to fight it
Nothing else but they really dying
People wanna really hate me cus they couldn't really start it
Looking in my mind telling that "I'm Half ass retarded"
Nothing else they have departed they couldn't have it deferred it
Cuz they seeing in the radio
They seeing talk about sex and drugs and violence and everything in between
Rapping on the mic they've never seen a twink
People be having sex and call it "abomination"
Rappin' on the mic seeing they have A insolation
In the world facing a temptation
Discrimination hitting them with the re-expectation
I tried I tried We all make mistakes and I never lied
As You Say You've heard I'm sorry
I tried I tried We all make Mistakes
And I never lied and as you say You've heard I'm sorry