Yeah I shed sweat and tears but Ian started bleeding
I got some new scars from wounds ran deep and
I damn near had to drown to see my ship had started sinking
I said this was purpose i never said it was easy
I said i was worth it that's not the same as conceded
And yeah i done been hurt i was broken down and defeated
And i ain't lost nobody but heaven gained some of my people
And yeah I'm happy for them the main one is Tyreke
And Terry you was a good kid i hate you had to go like that
Even though we wasn't close like that
Never disrespect the dead honor system we don't roll like that
But you ain't know i had them jokes like that
Yeah
Gotta pick up the phone more
I don't always wanna talk i hope you know that it's all love
I just wanna be who i didn't have for my daughter
I know that life goes on no matter what but its all good
They think it's crazy that i chose to go vegan
I saw my family suffering from too many diseases
They the reason why i never started drinking
I love LaGrange but i was better off leaving them my people though
I had to separate myself i saw i need to grow
My low may not have been the same as yours but know i seen the floor
Aye you can make it out like me that's all need know
Addiction is addiction it's the same but to each his own
Porn had me in its grips
Bruh i was only 7 i was introduced to it
I was just 11 when i started using it
And i remember the scene that i seen truthfully i wish it'd fade away
Purpose calls for me to work even on Labor Day
I gave my path to the Lord and then He made it straight
That's why i gotta thank Him everyday
I ain't perfect but my life done took a turn in a major way
From a troubled adolescent
Searching for a male figure suffering depression
A good kid but he had his mama stressing
A good kid he just want his father present damn