Jay Beretta - Therapuetic Lyrics

Lately I been pacing it
Lately I been focusing on energy and faith and shit
I'm fresh out a relationship
Midway into my 27th year feeling amazing shit
I'm still alive
I've been working out these kinks since like 25
I've been dealing with regret it really plagues my mind
It keep me up at night so f*ck just sitting still I grind
You know that
I put a 20 piece together in like 3 minutes
Something light we can eat with it
Bring back 4 a piece with it
Double down then we remix it
Watching for the hook still keep shit casual
The calm under pressure that shits intangible
Keep a tool kit with the wrench and the hammer too
Shit out here get crazy even if you don't command it too
Life been changing quickly shit it do when you demand it too
I don't trip on losses like I used to I just pass em through
What's the difference between me and you
That's a silly question
I'm gon eat regardless
F*ck the repercussion
All I see is crowns I be really reppin
Really with a weapon
Really with some felons
Praying everyday
It's time to switch directions
Im not a thug that's a misconception
I Been behind enemy lines ever since conception
Just to get by give me a job that's gon pay electric
Pay my car note rent and phone bill that's how you deem me helpless
I'm in the studio pulling extended days
Or Out of town jugging out of these extended stays
We strategize based on the foundation the business lays
And take the risks these niggas been afraid
This is hand crafted God body this ain't Minute Maid
Thats that hard liquor talking niggas sweet as lemonade
They ain't never maneuvered patrol on the interstate
Headed to this paper nigga I can't be a minute late
You hear me
I lost my ambition had to get that back real quick
Chelsea just couldn't take no more no double backs and shit
I had to change my circle up had to remap the shit
Felt like weed was holding me back quit and relapsed and shit
Damn
This anxiety's unconfined
The future never existed now is the time
I'm gon have to grind gon have to break some rules
Like a f*cking fax machine I make that paper move

I beg the question in prayer what would it take to prove
My recognition in efforts hold on to faith through endeavors
That challenge fate at the measure perfect to switch up your schedule
Let go of dreams and you settle lost in the shuffle of regret
Sweat on my flesh
Blood on my hands
All this stress
Don't second guess
Just run up checks
Niggas best shit
Ain't better than the worse shit I pressed
These niggas new shit ain't f*cking with my first shit
Started 17 as a wordsmith
This is mastery
This is goals turned to casualties
Beautiful tragedies
This is destiny
I ain't quit rapping niggas quit asking me
I been on the road turn arounds bringing back cash with me
Real talk
F*ck being broke and stagnant
F*ck tryna multi task all this shit you can't even manage
F*ck losing focus cause if you lost it you never had it
I been jugging off this bin for weeks this bitch doing damage
Ahh
I've been turning savage
I've been a roll Big Ant just sent up another package
Shit gon get aggressive if these niggas start playing passive
Started as a mustard seed and grew to be f*cking massive
Ahhh