Every story has an end I guess
Where did you go
Right when I needed you the most
You left me alone
With only my demons and your ghost
And even though it made me stronger
I still feel like I've been haunted
By being alone
With only my demons and your ghost
I been starting to feel like
I don't wanna live this life anymore
I been starting to realise
All my wrongs ain't right anymore
If I never picked up the phone
And left you all alone, would you be ok
I feel like everyone around me
Might be better off without me anyway
I never felt like I had purpose
Often I wake up feeling worthless
When your life just feels like a circus
And you can't find the energy to surface
Got a brain but I just can't work this
None of you muhf*ckas are worth this pain
Worth this energy, I'm always drained
I can't maintain and I feel insane
I just wanna be normal today
I don't wanna be abnormal today
I don't wanna be a charity case
Everyone just looks at, is he ok
I just wanna be normal today
I don't wanna be abnormal today
I don't wanna be the charity case
Everyone just looks at, is he ok
Where did you go
Right when I needed you the most
You left me alone
With only my demons and your ghost
And even though it made me stronger
I still feel like I've been haunted
By being alone
With only my demons and your ghost
I was starting to feel like a burden
Until I walked out that door
Said you'd be the one to ride for me, die for me
But when I was down wouldn't take that call
Wouldn't take that fall when it came down to it
I would be the one to face the law
Twin flame said it was our fate to fall
Had me wondering did you fake it all
Did you mean what you said about me
Being the best connection that you ever had
Was it more than a moment
If you were my truest reflection
Why'd everything you said hurt so bad
I don't wanna be the one you forget in a year
And act like you were never sad
If I meant to you, what you meant to me
A romantic gesture wouldn't make you so mad
I don't wanna play normal today
I just wanna be abnormal today
Even if I'm a charity case
Everyone just looks at, is he ok
I don't wanna play normal today
I just wanna be abnormal today
Even if I'm a charity case
Everyone just looks at, is he ok
Where did you go
Right when I needed you the most
You left me alone
With only my demons and your ghost
And even though it made me stronger
I still feel like I've been haunted
By being alone
With only my demons and your ghost
I was the one you leaned on
When no-one else was there
I would have gave my life for you
Give up my lungs to give you air
You were the one I needed
When I didn't feel okay
But you left me in my darkest place
And I'm haunted by it every day
I'm not ok
Where did you go
Right when I needed you the most
You left me alone
With only my demons and your ghost
And even though it made me stronger
I still feel like I've been haunted
By being alone
With only my demons and your ghost