Rushing through my life
Running with a knife
Damn I f*cked myself up
Don't like what I see
Gaining so much weight
Damn I let myself go
I don't know if I'm
Gonna win or loose it all
It don't matter
Cause I will give it my all
Oh I wanna scream
It's so hard to breathe, oh
Oh I wanna stand
I just need a hand, no
Tired of this shit
I don't benefit
F*ck I'm breaking down soon
It's so hard to stand
I just need a hand
I can't do it on my own
Still I don't know if I'm
Gonna win or loose it all
It don't matter
Cause I will give it my all
Oh I wanna scream
It's so hard to breathe, oh
Oh I wanna stand
I just need a hand, no
I'm running screaming and crying
Nobody sees cause I'm lying
Putting a wall in my face
Pretending and smiling and laughing
No one will know cause I'm lying
Putting a wall in my heart
No (no no no no)
No (no no no no)
Oh I wanna scream
It's so hard to breathe
Oh I wanna stand
I just need a hand