Jay Midas - Shovel Lyrics

They told me, "grab the shovel and dig up your past"
The feelings in my grave, they come back and they grasp
Friday kisses, I get ready for the long haul
So many wishes, I try and calm, but I stall
They told me, "grab the shovel and dig up your past"
The feelings in my grave, they come back and they grasp
Friday kisses, I get ready for the long haul
So many wishes, try and calm, but I stall

Street lights leave the shadows, I be stuck in the dark
My devils, yeah, they follow, it don't matter where I walk
I try and runaway, I am sprinting for days
But I can't outrun the pain, I'm no where near fast enough
Two personalities, one of them hates me
The other one makes me and both of them break me
Quote that Ice Cube song, you know 'Today is a Good Day'?
But I face reality 'cus, where are the sun rays?
Where is sun today? Where was it yesterday?
Will be there tomorrow? I don't think it will
"When will it be okay?", I ask myself each day
I wish for peace, you know, ache won't go at all

They told me, "grab the shovel and dig up your past"
The feelings in my grave, they come back and they grasp
Friday kisses, I get ready for the long haul
So many wishes, try and calm, but I stall
They told me, "grab the shovel and dig up your past"
The feelings in my grave, they come back and they grasp
Friday kisses, I get ready for the long haul
So many wishes, try and calm, but I stall

I stare into the sky
Often wondering, why?
They corrupt our minds
I forgot to check the time
I drag you back by your arm, so I cannot miss you
When you're all those miles away, I cannot kiss you
Hold your hand real tight, I don't wanna lose you
Cold space beside me, I am still not use to

They told me, "grab the shovel and dig up your past"
The feelings in my grave, they come back and they grasp
Friday kisses, I get ready for the long haul
So many wishes, try and calm, but I stall
They told me, "grab the shovel and dig up your past"
The feelings in my grave, they come back and they grasp
Friday kisses, I get ready for the long haul
So many wishes, try and calm, but I stall