You can't blame me I've been fighting demons
I've been losing all I love
And I don't know the reason
Life been tryna teach me lessons
I don't think I need them
I keep my thoughts all to myself
I think it's time to free them
And some days I'll be up
And others I don't wanna be around no more
If I could be honest
I keep it pushing off of faith alone
I get to blocking all my feelings yeah
I ain't tryna feel nothing
Thankful for my blessings know I've been the one
Yeah Yeah
Tell me how you feel and trust me with your heart
I know your pain it cut deep
I swear that I done seen it all
I know that hoe she want me
But she's not the one I need at all
They not praying on my downfall
They expect it tho
I flip it around like roundoff
Someday
One day
Maybe I'm gon' finally feel better
When I feel all alone that isolation start to take toll
But Ima still be that one nigga you know you can call whenever
Chasing stars and lucid dreaming
Tryna make sure that I take control
Take it right back
You ain't write back
I'd be lying
If I said I wasn't bothered
Every time it crossed my mind
I think I'm getting used to pain because I feel it all the time
Can't no emotions keep me down
Cause I've been staying on my grind
And I've been staying on my pivot yeah
I can't wait to see the day that I can say I did it yeah
I know I'm far from perfect
But my Pride won't let me admit it yeah
It's so much distractions but I got that tunnel vision
Gotta keep that tunnel vision yeah
You can't blame me I've been fighting demons
I've been losing all I love
And I don't know the reason
Life been tryna teach me lessons
I don't think I need them
I keep my thoughts all to myself
I think it's time to free them
And some days I'll be up
And others I don't wanna be around no more
If I could be honest
I keep it pushing off of faith alone
I get to blocking all my feelings yeah
I ain't tryna feel nothing
Thankful for my blessings know I've been the one
Yeah Yeah