JayB Livora - Nothing to you Lyrics

Oh I don't know why I've been holding onto fear of letting go
But all I know is that from time to time our memories still show
Cause I know that you're gone there's no point in holding on so I've been trying to cover up this scar
And I know it's been long but it's hard to move along cause in these pictures you don't seem so far
Went from telling me all about your day
To begging for one more day
Slowly my heart been breaking from this pain cause your hearts all I knew
Telling me everything's okay
To wishing you would've stayed
Hoping to see some sunlight in this rain with what I'm going through
Thought of the time I finally found somebody
Not someone who's anybody
That someone's you
Forward in time I feel like you're like anybody
Just looking for someone's body
To hold on to
Was I nothing to you
I set me down to pick you up I hope you'll come around
My hearts been lost from when you left it's nowhere to be found
I'm stuck up on our past and oh your laugh I miss that sound
Guess I held you down cause my love was profound
I tried to forget but you stuck in my head
But mostly the words that you said
Tried to forgive and feel happiness going to bed
But most of those feelings are dead
Tired of seeing myself doing worse and depressed
With all of the tears that I shed
Maybe you're not the one that I dread
Cause no one who loves me would say what you said
I wonder was I not enough
Just tell me the truth
I feel like I gave you my everything what more to prove
I feel like its time that I wasted cause what did you choose
You left me like everyone else did and darkened the bruise
Went from telling me all about your day
To begging for one more day
Slowly my heart been breaking from this pain cause your hearts all I knew
Telling me everything's okay
To wishing you would've stayed
Hoping to see some sunlight in this rain with what I'm going through
Thought of the time I finally found somebody
Not someone who's anybody
That someone's you
Forward in time I feel like you're like anybody
Just looking for someone's body
To hold on to
Was I nothing to you
Woah
Was I nothing to you
Woah
Was I nothing to you
Woah
Was I nothing to you
Was I nothing to you
Was I nothing to you
I don't know why I've been holding onto fear of letting go
But all I know is that from time to time our memories still show
Went from telling me all about your day
To begging for one more day
Slowly my heart been breaking from this pain cause your hearts all I knew
Telling me everything's okay
To wishing you would've stayed
Hoping to see some sunlight in this rain with what I'm going through
Thought of the time I finally found somebody
Not someone who's anybody
That someone's you
Forward in time I feel like you're like anybody
Just looking for someone's body
To hold on to
Was I nothing to you