Jaycob Himself - Bright Thoughts of a Dark Mind Lyrics

Here comes the boy from the street of no hope
But everything feels A-Okay if I roll this dope
See, what I've done is to blow Mary Jane
Every now and the again
I pray one day I make it on top of the food chain
Yeah I'm thinking out loud
While I'm puffing this loud
'Cause I can't help it but to have my head in the clouds
In my thoughts I'm so deep, my f*cking mind is miles away
Dreaming as if I'm asleep, hoping things will finally go my way
It won't stay like this, shit will work out somehow one day
I just know that for a fact
As long as God got my back
Everything will turn out fine and I don't doubt that for a sec
But we might never know for sure
What the future have in store
Lord hear the cry of a poor
Is that too much to ask for
'Cause I've been holding on
For way too far too long
And pretended everything is good like there's nothing wrong
But really I'm dying here
I've been trying to hang in there
I've been nothing but positive but shit is nightmare
But hey what can I say
Maybe it was meant to be this way
But still anyway won't let that get to my head
I mean shit ain't promising but I'm still going ahead
'Cause I won't stop until my f*cking voice is heard
I can't afford to go with an empty stomach to bed
That why day in and out, I'm working my ass off
I hope it worth it and at the end it will pay off

I want to fulfill my wishes
And pave my way to the riches
I'm on my A-game and I mean business
I have my hopes high 'cause sky is limit
I want to fulfill my wishes
And pave my way to the riches
I'm on my A-game and I mean business
I have my hopes high 'cause sky is limit

It might be dark for now but they'll be light soon enough
The sun will rise again and things will start looking up
And as for rainy days, they forever last
Before we even know it, it'll be the thing of the past
Because in future's time
Better days will come
It won't always be this way and some point we'll be fine
But only God knows when
And I know He has a plan
'Cause one thing is for sure He won't forsaken His man
He can hear me but he won't respond to me overnight
But I know he will someday when the time is right
I'll just have to wait in patience and hang on tight
And keep my head up high
'Cause shortly grey clouds will clear from the sky
It's all come and go the rain is just passing by
And soon I'll kissing tough times goodbye
And my life will change
Things will re-arrange
It what I've always wanted
I hope my wish will be granted
'Cause I've been praying for years
And put my blood, sweat and tears
I hope it won't be for nothing
I need improvement or something
I had enough of this life
I want more out of this life
Lord can I for once
In my entire lifetime get what I f*cking wants
'Cause it seems I pray a lot but there's no answer
Is there something that I did you wrong heavenly father
I ask myself this questions can't help but to wonder

I want to fulfill my wishes
And pave my way to the riches
I'm on my A-game and I mean business
I have my hopes high 'cause sky is limit
I want to fulfill my wishes
And pave my way to the riches
I'm on my A-game and I mean business
I have my hopes high and sky is limit