Jayde - sad af Lyrics

Never saw this coming
You said you were all in
Wouldn't call this living
No we're just coexisting
Ignoring all our problems
Isn't gonna solve em, but you still wake up next to me

I play it off like I'm cool
I make it look like we're good
Everyone asking bout you
Smile it off like I should
Can't get away from the truth
I wish this feeling was new
When I get thinking of you

I'm sad as f*ck
It might look like love
So why is this so tough
Yeah I'm sad as I'm sad as -
Fighting too much
Not talking enough
This feeling sucks
Yeah Im sad as I'm sad as I'm sad as

Talk as though we're healing
Like it's what we're needing
But we just keep repeating
Words have lost their meaning
Ignoring all our problems
Isn't gonna solve em, but you still wake up next to me

I play it off like I'm cool
I make it look like we're good
Everyone asking bout you
Smile it off like I should
Can't get away from the truth
I wish this feeling was new
When I get thinking of you

I'm sad as f*ck
It might look like love
So why is this so tough
Yeah I'm sad as I'm sad as -
Fighting too much
Not talking enough
This feeling sucks
Yeah Im sad as I'm sad as I'm sad as

Im sad as I'm sad as
Im sad as I'm sad as