I just wanna hold you up
I don't wanna see you down
I just wanna see you smile
I don't wanna see you frown
I want you to reach your dreams
Want you to find the brightest star
I want you to show the world
Be honest with who you are
I want you to reach your dreams
Want you to find the brightest star
I want you to show the world
Be honest with who you
Lately I've been movin' different
Actions been too inconsistent
Textin' heart emojis before bed
By 3 am that feelin' switches
There's some shit I gotta deal with
Hard to say let alone listen
I've been distant
It hurts me when I hear you say I miss him
Shit changes
Ain't like it used to be before
You start cryin' as I leave
Tears racin' to the floor
Probably beat myself up later
Pop a pill with some liqueur
As I grab a glass and pour
My heart hurts and so does yours
As I spill a little more
And this norco numb my core
We hurtin' all the time
Every day feels like it's war
I can't do this anymore
What the f*ck we fightin' for
I've been doin' 120
Drivin' reckless in my car
Plantin' seeds inside this pot
So we can watch it grow apart
It ain't fair
We're so bright
We don't deserve to live in dark
But it's okay
Yeah it's alright
'Cause even when the sun goes down
The moon can still light up the night
I wanna
Hold you up
I don't wanna see you down
I just wanna see you smile
I don't wanna see you frown
I want you to reach your dreams
Want you to find the brightest star
I want you to show the world
Be honest with who you are
I want you to reach your dreams
Want you to find the brightest star
I want you to show the world
Be honest with who you are
(Listen listen)
This a song I wrote for you
I hope you'll hear it
Maybe it'll help me cleanse my soul
My holy spirit
I was wrong with how I treated your heart
And wishin' I could restart
Take a beeline towards the door
I wouldn't have reached for you
Leaped for you
Look for somethin' deep with you
Was mean to you
A fiend for you
Obsessive when I would speak to you
Fightin' demons with myself
While tryin' to build a dream with you
I was lost
Confident I could form a team with you
But I was wrong
I was comin' up short
Was bein' selfish with time
Wouldn't consider your heart
While I was fallin' apart
Cheatin' and doin' drugs
Your better than all this love
Deserving of somethin' more
So as I take a step back
And think about where I fell off track
Writin' words for this track
And go on make me some stacks
To pay for all that I lack
Try and rewrite my wrongs
And pray these people relate
Feel my pain and sing along
Hold you up
See you down
See you smile
I don't wanna see you frown
Want you to find the brightest star
Show the world
Be honest with who you are
I want you to reach your dream
Want you to find the brightest star
I want you to show the world
Be honest with who you