Jaydus - fun. Lyrics

I remember holding you
Sunlight in the window, wind blowing through
It felt so real but I don't know about you
Now I can't feel I'm too numb from the truth
Come closer, why won't you hold me to your heart
I felt like this from the start
Come closer, why would you hold me in your arms
You wonder why I fell apart
Cause I don't know how to reach out to the side of you I used to know, I used to know
And I'm stuck knowing I'll never close the gap that grew between us both, between us both
My self esteem is sinking, by God you got me thinking that I need to change, I need to change
You kiss me, say I'm perfect, just that right now is not worth it
Was it all a game? Was it all a game
You finally broke me, now it's done
All just so you could have your fun