I'll spend my days
Searching for better things
But you're in the way
And I'm not No I'm not okay
They say I'll move on someday
Or someway
But I don't know how I'll just lay in my bed
You want to go out I'll stay home instead
'Cause nothing can hurt me at home
And I'd rather live life alone
'Cause life without you sucks
Thats just the feeling that I'll have to get used to
I'll keep missing us
And I'll just be the first boy to say he ever loved you
All of the promises that we ever made
I never broke them but all of yours break
You said forever now I'm forever changed
Everything we built is getting thrown away
Never would've thought that you'd leave
And I'll keep on searching for peace
I have these problems that you helped me face
It'll be a long road I hope I have enough gas in the tank
Baby don't worry bout me You did nothing wrong
I'll do my best to keep my head high
I'll speak to you through songs
I'll watch you grow up have your own life
I wish that I was there but hey
At least I got you for a little time
Im sure I'll move on someday
But I don't know how I'll just lay in my bed
You want to go out I'll stay home instead
'Cause nothing can hurt me at home
And I'd rather live life alone
'Cause life without you sucks
Thats just the feeling that I'll have to get used to
I'll keep missing us
And I'll just be the first boy to say he ever loved you