Jaymes Mean - Sorry Lyrics

Smokin' on this weed, tryna think about it
Yesterday went by so quick, I could barely recall it
I ain't seen friends in years and I would never call it
Some of em are doin' good and some are type of addicts
Some of em havin' depressions so they post about it
Some of em have disappeared and I completely get it
Some passed away and we're still here to talk about
The memories, the building blocks to history
The things are as they used to be
People fight amongst themselves, it's no conspiracy
How misery loves company
Night times, leavin' em dead, it's like ol' chivalry
I'm just chillin' out in the cut, me and the family
I dug myself out of the rut and I finally see
Bitches here running with mutts
That's the reality
For most who can't run it like us
The only thing I trust,
If it's anyone than me, I can never trust
Ladies used to always tell me they could never love (never love)
Never love, (never love) me
So instead I got my grind to love, you clowns barely keepin' up
Like twins do, I double up, like that,
I'm feelin' blessed
Last night I met success, tomorrow I'm a lift her dress
Nothing more, nothing less, hard thoughts I digress
Stay healthy, get money, live long and die happy
That's the only goal, mami, royalty
I won't shed a tear, you won't see me cry
Why, say why
I, I, I,
I shed all my tears, you won't see me cry
Never cry, why
And I'm so, sorry
I can't begin to count the sorrys that I have to hand out
It's for the times I had to break hearts for me to stand out
Friends I've lost just to see how the story pans out
On occasion I would get a Stan to really fan out
Another day so you know that it's another payout
I don't need a new prescription to see it play out
I'm aging gracefully, I don't even have my grays out
I stay away from stress, tell me what the craze is about
Tell me why they ain't doing good, what the tears is about
They checkin' out by the numbers, man, what the game is about
It's obvious that they and I, we won't go the same route
People still doin' the least while they tryin' to chase clout
I'm on a mission just to leap another cloud, what's up
I got the words in the tuck, ready to fly, vest up
I'm still around, tell these other clowns they need to press up
I can still put on the clinic, you just need to check up
I won't shed a tear, you won't see me cry
See me cry, never why
Why would I, I, hey
Won't shed a tear, you won't see me cry
Never cry, never why
I'm so, so sorry, baby