Jaysive - Ever Since Lyrics

I keep holding on, on what could've been
That's the reason why I never let nobody in
Cause all this pain we only focus on the finer things
Ask me if I really change? baby ever since...

I keep holding on, on what could've been
That's the reason why I never let nobody in
Cause all this pain we only focus on the finer things
Ask me if I really change? baby ever since...

I'm just running from the pain till my feet get heavy
Crazy how these legends die R.I.P to Kobe
I gave my heart and that was it and now i'm moving lonely
One thing momma always told me, don't trust anybody
How can you tell me i'm the monster?
When I got demons in my head
Don't tell me I ain't gave my all cause that shit unisex
I used to dick you down you see that necklace hanging from my neck
And i been holding on my problems i just gotta take a breathe
I know the realer getting closer so i gotta find my way
If you tell me that you sorry then I gotta see a change
Cause everything bout getting paid
I agree but what's that money if you inside in that grave
Yeah, and you my friend but you ain't family
Family wouldn't just go and just abandon me
Keep it real cause I'm not messing with all the fantasy
F*ck all the dick riding f*ck the centipedes
Don't you feel the envy
Now i'm whipping all these horses used to whip a Camry
I know Karma is a bitch and now you really feel me
Remember shawty gave a 100, you ain't even 50

I keep holding on, on what could've been
That's the reason why I never let nobody in
Cause all this pain we only focus on the finer things
Ask me if I really change? baby ever since...

I keep holding on, on what could've been
That's the reason why I never let nobody in
Cause all this pain we only focus on the finer things
Ask me if I really change? baby ever since...