Why Am I Alive Video (MV)

Have you ever woke up
On the side of the curb
All these niggas complaining about love or what they search for
Tears they fall and they call with the face of the world against her
Numbness is a sign of weakness they always
Feel hurt
Whats the wonder of this pain
What is this I'm guessing
Words of the face of a god I say it's testing
It's below 20 degrees shivering the pain away
Traumatizing experiences thinking about it to this day
Have you ever felt the f*cking pain I felt
Have you ever felt something so bad that the story should be held
Why do I deserve the pain why do I deserve the suffering
Why do I feel the same why do I feel so numb