I miss all them talks
That we used to have
Whether it was a good practice
Or just be a dad
I miss skipping lunch and being onna track
Two-adays inna summer yeah we would double back
I miss all them times we wouldn't know how to act
Sometimes when there was tension in silence we sat
I miss that we was goofy we would always laugh
No not a regular laugh
But a genuine laugh
I dont miss all the pain that i would see in your eyes
But i feel like
I was too selfish to realize
Too fixated on winning a f*cking prize
Didn't ever think i'd live without you by my side
I dont miss how you made me better with a lie
Saw my self esteem was low you boosted up my pride
When i added accolades you wasn't surprised
And i hate that it took this to make me value life
But look at how much i grown
I bet you already know
Yeah you told me to trust the process
I hope that i made u proud
You could live your life through me
Thats the least that i owe
Im finna tell the world about you
So sit back and enjoy the show
April 2nd is when his lights gone
They say you'll be okay thats the way life goes
Now i dont feel nothing think imma psycho
No you cant see my pain not when my eyes close
Wish we was living inna different time zone
Searching through the coal mines you might find gold
And i really dont mean to f*ck up the cycle
But if i see the light then i might go
This pessimistic epidemic
I cant take it, i cant stand it
Hero's Journey lose your mentor
Guess the world already planned it
No one understand it
How could you take a good man
I know he was going through some pain
He's fine thats how he made it seem
Aint nothing what it seem
So why you had to leave
I only see you in my dreams
So why you leave the team
I really miss them conversations waiting for Viney
Feel like im suffocating really getting hard to breathe
I swear i knew you knew thats why you tried to teach
On and off the track you told me i gotta compete
You told me that you seen a lil of yourself in me
Bigger me inside the casket the concept hard to believe yeah
One more conversation all i ask yeah
One more conversation all i ask yeah
But look at how much i grown
I bet you already know
Yeah you told me to trust the process
I hope that i made u proud
You could live your life through me
Thats the least that i owe
Im finna tell the world about you
So sit back and enjoy the show