Just pull the trigger
And everything is okay right
All the pain, and all of my worries will f*cking go away right, right
I'm so tired of being alive I wanna' f*cking die
You can hear it in my voice and see it in my eyes
I just wanna' fall asleep for an eternity
I wanna' run away from everything that's hurting me
Gotta' brand new 45 right underneath my bed
I wanna' pull the trigger put a bullet in my head
Don't wanna' live, don't wanna' breathe, don't wanna' feel no more
Don't wanna' give up but the more I try I kill me more
I'm always lonely I don't f*ck with no one's energy
I swear to God my solitude will be the death of me
Feel like this suicide will be my only remedy
And I'll let you decide if I am worth remembering