Happy Video (MV)

See the smile on my face?
Of course I'm happy
How could I not be?
Feeling so out of place
I know I'm lucky
I know I should be
But time keeps killing me
I can't sleep
Everyone says I should have the time of my life
But lately I can't breathe
Slowly suffocating
I think I might be drowning
Is this just in my mind?
I'm trying to be happy
I know that's how I should be
I'm here in this big old house
With someone who loves me
Maybe I can hide it
They won't know I'm lyin'
If anybody asks me
I'll just say I'm happy
This mask is wearing thin
I've worn it for so long
I can't even feel that it is on
I'm going numb
Will I ever win this game I'm trying to play?
I know that I'm to blame for this masquerade
But time keeps killing me
I can't sleep
Everyone says I should have the time of my life
But lately I can't breathe
Slowly suffocating
I think I might be drowning
Is this just in my mind?
I'm trying to be happy
I know that's how I should be
I'm here in this big old house
With someone who loves me
Maybe I can hide it
They won't know I'm lyin'
If anybody asks me
I'll just say I'm happy
Time will tell
If this will be real again
And I won't have to pretend anymore
I'm so scared to let you find me
All this time I have been hiding
Please don't give up on me
I swear I'm trying
To be happy
I know that's how I should be
I'm here in this big old house
With someone who loves me
Maybe I can hide it
They won't know I'm lyin'
If anybody asks me
I'll just say I'm happy
But time keeps killing me
I can't sleep
Everyone says I should have the time of my life
But lately I can't breathe
Slowly suffocating
I think I might be drowning
Is this just in my mind?
I'm trying to be happy
I know that's how I should be
I'm here in this big old house
With someone who loves me
Maybe I can hide it
They won't know I'm lyin'
If anybody asks me
I'll just say I'm happy
Maybe I can hide it
They won't know I'm lyin'
If anybody asks me
I'll just say I'm happy