Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system
Hello this is Kaine
I can't reach my phone right now
Leave me a message and I'll call you back
I hear that tone and it still hurt every time
I'm all alone but it's okay I'll be fine
Lost bro and I've been losing my mind
Think about you I can't help it I'm crying
Heavy heart I can't stop shedding these tears
I just can't accept the fact that my best friend isn't here
You gotta tell your friends you love them
It's okay make it weird
July 18th that's the worst day of the year
They tell me keep my head high
But lately it's been falling
My brother died it's straight to voicemail when I call him
Ain't spoken months I should've hugged him when I saw him
You gon' rule the world from heaven baby boy I know you ballin
But this ain't how it's supposed to be
Kaine you really broke my heart forever took a piece of me
Fourth grade when it started watching WWE
Now it's everything for Kaine to the day that we can meet
I could barely even sleep
I could barely even breathe
When I walk into the service seen your mom I couldn't speak
I pulled up to the scene, and what I seen, I can't unsee
I just can't believe that my brother gone
I don't wanna feel this pain that's why I'm rolling up another one
And another one
And another one
If he was still here he'd tell me roll him up another one
It f*cks with my brain cause I hate how you felt
Looking back like we done gave them boys the belt
Mama mad cause we just smoked that shit smell
They try to disrespect your name and we gon' give them niggas hell
Random people on my line tryna ask me how I feel
To be honest I just can't believe it's real
Mary Jane the only way that I could deal
I know it's sad but I don't think I'll ever heal
Cause me and bro go way back
I got the news I couldn't take that
My brother took his life at the place that we used to play at
It's a couple hundred feet down the street from the place I stay at
It hurt every time I say that
Now I'm sitting at the beach and I'm questioning bro
I'm like why you had to leave me on this earth alone
I'm like why this shit not ringing when I call your phone
I don't want to leave a message at the f*cking tone
They tell me keep my head high
But lately it's been falling
My brother died and straight to voicemail when I call him
Ain't spoken months I should've hugged him when I saw him
You gon' rule the world from heaven baby boy I know you balling
I swear I'm trying to keep the peace but what they doing isn't right
It's only been a month she calling police bouta bike
This even low for you, I should've known that you the type
Just leave us be and let us grieve go live your life
I got your family forever you gotta know we stand together
I love our friends yah they can call my phone whenever
And for that group I swear I'll troop through any weather
And we've been chasing dreams but boy for you, we gon' do better
It's a cold world, and today I miss my friend
I gotta keep it pushing but I want the pain to end
It's okay to go to help for how you feel, please don't pretend
Suicide is unexpected, always check up on your friends
Suicide is unexpected, say I love you to your friends