jdreams the alien - dyin' for dice rolls Lyrics

I wished for death for so long I forgot how to live
They tell me hold on, all I can reach is a cliff
All I can speak is a myth I'm fine, I'm alive, it is what it is
It ain't true, inside I'm losing my grip I'm starting to slip, I used to live for the high Now I die for the dice rolls
I got an eye for the ice cold Middle fingers for the public, keep a hair
Tie in my pocket Since y'all wanna suck dick
You can kiss my ass on the way out I'm tired of the fake, tired of the snake venom
Time for some to shake, time for death to go get em
Parasites around me, everybody got a cold heart
How do I push through, since you think you're
So smart I've been abandoned, there's a lack of understanding

I'm a bandit stranded in a whirlwind that's everlasting
Hallucinating while I'm sober It's no more debating, man, the conversation's
Over The illest MC in the Northern Hemisphere
I kill em, then leave before the smoke is clear

I'm eating shrooms, poking bears, biting off ears
Evander understand that I'm the one that they fear
I'm the one that they fear I'm the one that I fear too
I'm constantly learning Every single cold truth releasing this

Album Might be a bold move, overly depressing
Still so f*cking smooth
I am a parasite, I am a parasite I am a parasite, I am a parasite
I am a parasite, I am a parasite I am a parasite, I am a parasite