Jean Steezio - delusional. Lyrics

I'm nothing like I was when you met me
I done switch the schedule of my sleep
I've been working seven days a week
Been trying to just become a better me
You're nothing like you were when I met you
I could tell when you ran into me
That you done changed and you're always too
You're nothing like you were when you met me
But times like this I wonder what it would be like with you by my side
And would shit be the same, full of pain, heavy reign? Or would everything change
I could tell by your body language you want me
I could see in your eyes you wanna hold me
And I might be delusional but baby this ain't usual
Shit Maybe it's me that wanna hold you
But we done had too many ups and downs
Can't nobody see us coming around
You had no business with me in the first place
I had no business with you in the first place
And I can't help but think of you right now
When I got too high you was holding me down
So I wouldn't mind to be with you right now
To be with you right now, to be with you right now
Nowadays we on two different routes
I check your Instagram and you got a spouse
I check your Instagram and you got a child Remember that you told me you ain't no child
I'm trying everything to change my feelings I'm trying everything to change my heart
You always have me wondering what your deal is
Gotta re-get-to-know-you and that's the start
Nowadays I'm on my grind like more than ever
You know I still hope you reach all your endeavors
You asked if I was still doing my music
I hope you got your answer from this new shit
I still help you accomplish all your goals I still help you get the house on the coast
But me and you we drive on different roads
Leave the past in the past we can't make new roads
I'm nothing like I was when you met me
I done switch the schedule of my sleep
I've been working seven days a week
Been trying to just become a better me
You're nothing like you were when I met you
I could tell when you ran into me
That you done changed and you're always too
You're nothing like you were when you met me
But times like this I wonder what it would be like with you by my side
And would shit be the same, full of pain, heavy reign? Or would everything change
I could tell by your body language you want me
I could see in your eyes you wanna hold me
And I might be delusional but baby this ain't usual
Shit Maybe it's me that wanna hold you
I wanna hold you
I wanna hold you
I wanna hold you
I wanna hold you