J-Easy - I'm Sorry Lyrics

You see here, kid, you gotta just go for it
Don't think about what comes after or what came before
You just gotta bend your knees, take a deep breath, and jump
And you might think, what if I fall
Well, what if you don't
What if you fly
Don't tell me that you're sorry when you're thinking of me
Don't
Don't tell me that you're sorry when you're thinking of me
Don't
I'ma be honest, I don't even know where I need to start
I'm just trying to figure out why my world's falling apart
And things that I love coming in and out, can we just stop
It hurts my heart
Want to be better, that's why I want to say I'm sorry for the things that I've done in my life
Hurt people to no return
In the end, I lost my wife
I'm no godsend
I've cheated more than twice
Yeah
Word of advice
Karma comes around and slaps you every time
A woman that I love cheated
I hope you're satisfy
Thinking back, looking between the lines, I see why you left
You just wanted another guy just to kill me why
I'll never have my answer, so my phone will continue to stay dry
Now I gotta say my sorries and goodbyes
Now all I want to do is die
Don't tell me that you're sorry when you're thinking of me
Don't
Don't tell me that you're sorry when you're thinking of me
Don't
I never thought we would be where we are
But the shit you did was painful, like opening up a scar
Did my love not go as far
Cause if you remembered, I placed you higher than a star
Now I had you leaving me breathing hard
If it wasn't then, now I'm scared for all
For someone to disregard someone's heart
As they let down their guard
Sad thing is you'll pull history up and play that card
And I know I cheated at the start and I was young and dumb
When I married you, I told you this was it and I was done
And this was it for me or it was the gun
You said I never cared and always run
Reality is you never cared and only wanted fun
It sucks to feel if she was still here, you still would have done the same
Then ending up placing me with the blame
Like you have me in your crosshairs getting your aim
The only thing I want to do is forget your name
I'm screaming in pain and my heart isn't connecting with my brain
Oh shit, I hop on this train
Stuck in a daze, I wish I could start my days
But my body aches for God's sakes
Take this pain away, I'm starting to decay
But thank you for preparing me for the unknown
I thank you because of you I've grown
Got everything I need to know
So I pray that you'll never hit up my phone
Don't tell me that you're sorry when you're thinking of me
Don't
Don't tell me that you're sorry when you're thinking of me
Don't
Don't tell me that you're sorry when you're thinking of me
Don't