J-Easy - My Life Lyrics

My life is so messed up, but what am I supposed to do
It seems like my body has its own rules
Anxiety kicks in and now I have to fend for myself
Depression sinks in and now I need help
Never felt like this before
The right things in life, just don't know what to look for anymore.
Once more, Justin makes a song about his life, but what for
He walks right down to the liquor store before he walks outside that door
He stops and thinks that he has been fighting this 20 year war with himself
No one could help before he hits the floor
Taken off in the ambulance, he's fallen farther and farther into his trance.
At first glance he seems fine, but deep down inside his pride was diminishing.
Without finishing, he jumps up and calls it quits
Cause his mind is just playing tricks.

My life is so messed up, I wish I could make it like it was before
But now it's just torn into four
My life is so messed up, I wish I could make it like it was before
But now it's just torn into four

You know, Justin is lost and doesn't know what to do
Is he a fool he tells me that there's something that he has to get off his chest
But the thoughts have been hatching in his brain like a nest
And I ask, well, what do you think is best
The reply is so bolder than I thought
Feels like he has an angel on one shoulder and a devil on the next
But you wouldn't expect from a guy like he, it needs to be put to rest
No one understands the things that he sees.
It's like he has a social disease
All that needs to be done is to put his mind at ease
His expertise won't help him now
He just needs to let someone help and allow
Someone needs to come and take the vow
Nothing will ever get easier
Never let yourself fall down and get weaker

My life is so messed up, I wish I could make it like it was before
But now it's just torn into four
My life is so messed up, I wish I could make it like it was before
But now it's just torn into four

You see, life never gets simpler
It's almost like the temperature rise in your
Ass gets slapped with surprises
Then you're snapped and you f*cked up
So there's no going back.
So you sit and blame it on the anxiety attacks
Life hits your ass with a big smack
If you would have just relaxed, things could have been fixed
But instead, you got caught up in the mix
It's sad to say that help is needed
So you could have proceeded with your life
I am only trying to be nice
But instead, I had to repeat myself twice
How about some words of advice
Get the help, take it all in
See, I know you have thick skin
Take it all with pride
Hold your head up high
Understand the people around you and see it from eye to eye
Coming from this guy, I tell you right now I won't lie

My life is so messed up, I wish I could make it like it was before
But now it's just torn into four
My life is so messed up, I wish I could make it like it was before
But now it's just torn into four