Jecia - I Hate It Here Lyrics

Fake another smile
As I walk across the mirror
Damn
Walk another mile
Think I'd shed em pounds faster then
If I took my two fingers and shoved em down my throat
Make my mama happy, tears I'd never show
Fast forward a few years, I'm drinking like a pro
Shit got so addictive, but you'll never know

This is not my body, this is not my home
All I ever wanted to be was alone
I hate it here, yeah
I hate it here, yeah
This is not my body, this is not my home
I did what I did just to feel in control
I hate it here, yeah
I hate it here, yeah

Take a deep breath
And let it all sink in
I'm starting not to like, like
The skin I'm in
Take me off my meds then I'll start needing help
I really can't do this all by myself
This so out of pocket, f*ck my cry for help
I write out my thoughts as I'm living in hell
I promised myself that I'd fake it til I make it
Until I could get a gun
Blow my brains out watch your faces change
Wish upon a wishing well
That I'd start doing will
That I won't kill myself, no

This is not my body, this is not my home
All I ever wanted to be was alone
I hate it here, yeah
I hate it here, yeah
This is not my body, this is not my home
I did what I did just to feel in control
I hate it here, yeah
I hate it here, yeah

Please don't cut back, starve yourself no more
No more
When you see me leave judgment at the door
The door
Have you ever seen a scar cut open
Have you ever seen a mind so broken no, no
Oh no, yeah

This is not my body, this is not my home
All I ever wanted to be was alone
I hate it here, yeah
I hate it here
Yeah

Please don't cut back, starve yourself no more
No more (No more)
When you see me leave judgment at the door
The door (The door)
Have you ever seen a scar cut open
Have you ever seen a mind so broken no, no
Oh no, yeah
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