I'm the best I've ever been
Feeling lower than low
I've never had more friends
Never felt more alone
I'm laughing off my head and I wanna jump out the window
Ain't got no one to tell because nobody wanna know
See me walking down the street
Don't look me in the eye
Someone I don't wanna mee
Someone that I made cry
And I know, I don't care if I am seen
Don't wanna be scared anymore of letting somebody down
And I don't know how or why
I feel both at the same time
I don't know how or why
I wanna laugh, wanna cry
When I woke up this morning
Heard the river rushing by
Then without a warning
You came into my mind
I could see you in the city
Walking quickly through the cold
She said why don't you come with me
Ss she grabbed her coat
I could take you to an island
One that I know off the coast
Find some peace and quiet
With nowhere else to go
We could walk to the ocean
Put our toes into the sea
Get sand in our clothes
One more time with me
And I don't know how or why
I feel it deep inside
I don't know how or why
I wanna laugh, wanna cry