Jellyfish - make u proud Lyrics

All these changes in my life
No I don't wanna die
But it's so overwhelming for me
Yeah I made it out of spite
Now I'm dizzy from the height
So it feels like life's in a hurry
No I'm not tryna imply
That I don't like this new life
I just don't think that I am worthy
Said it's 'bout time to decide
Whether if I wanna hide
Or if I just want to be buried
I'm too scared right now
Losing all my friends and I don't know how
I need you right now
Need to step back but they won't allow
My mind's filled with doubt
Feeling like a fraud don't deserve this crown
So I blow these clouds
Hoping one day I can make you proud
(Hoping one day I can make you proud)
So what if I don't live up to everything you want, I won't fill your cup
And what?
I don't care if that's messed up
'Cause I'm done sitting down while my hands stay up, so what?
Every time I think about my past it's haunting me and killing me
I don't care who you are I won't take this secrecy, hypocrisy
Don't know what you see (me?)
Don't know how you read (me)
It's getting hard to breathe (please)
I just hope you see the new me
I'm too scared right now
Losing all my friends and I don't know how
I need you right now
Need to step back but they won't allow
My mind's filled with doubt
Feeling like a fraud don't deserve this crown
So I blow these clouds
Hoping one day I can make you proud
(Hoping one day I can make you proud)