Meltdown Video (MV)

Well, I've been confining
All my emotions
Inside, I confided in no one
I was frozen
But I can't fight it off much longer
If I am trying to grow
It's almost time
Antarctica is Michigan
Nothing but snow and cold
Good time of year for
Disappointment and dissonance
But I'm still trying to...
So many shallow, petty people
Softer than chinchillas
No, I will never tell 'em
'Cause they don't wanna hear it
So I'm constantly avoiding
Always paranoid and scared and coy
On the verge of a mental-f*cking-breakdown!
Know you've heard it before
But I could knock down
The doors, the walls
The doors, the walls
The doors, the walls
'Cause I've been confining
All my emotions
For quite some time
I almost imploded
But I can't fight it off any longer
If I am trying to grow
Yeah, maybe I am trying to grow
But I am not a
Clairvoyant wizard and
I'm just dying to know
If you're a snobby, bitchy person
Softer than a chinchilla
Then I will never tell ya
I already hear ya laughing
Talking shit behind my back
And nope I'll never tell you why
I'm on the verge of a mental-f*cking-breakdown!
'Cause I've been confining
All my emotions
For quite some time
Now it feels like I'm f*cking exploding
While some people think
They have all the answers
Maybe I'm still trying to grow
Yeah maybe I am trying to grow
Yeah maybe I'm just dying to grow