I would cherish every moment
If I wasn't so afraid
Someone listening find my mother
I can't bear another day
I want out and I want it now
I don't know what I'm meant to feel
I don't wanna bathe your skin
Tell me how to wash this pain
I only wanna cry out loud
They'll never know that part of you I know
It's taken strength to fight your demons
Yet taken courage to forgive
Nostalgia captured in my memory
I'm dressing up this life we live
I want out and I want it now
I don't know what I'm meant to feel
I don't wanna bathe your skin
Tell me how to wash this pain
I only wanna cry out loud
They'll never know that part of you I know
And when someone passes away
You're supposed to cry
And when somebody needs you there
You're by their side
But I can't take this no more
I'm so alone
I want out and I want it now
I don't know what I'm meant to feel
I don't wanna bathe your skin
Tell me how to wash this pain
I only wanna cry out loud
I wanna know where you were
I want more than just this hurt
I wanna feel something in my heart
Take me back