Lonely Hill Video (MV)

I'm sitting lonely where the cliff meets at the hill
Emotions feeling still
Yeah I got freewill
And I'm not really sad I'm just, questioning what's real
Can she love me if she don't know how I feel
Am I loyal If I know that the truth won't get revealed
Is he my brother or his mother just refused to have some more
Question on this hill that I explore
And I don't chase religion but I cop Christian Dior
Shit I'm here waiting patient at the door
But still
I'm tryna see what you mean
There's no hatred in my soul
But trust
There's hatred in my genes
From those moments where my mother told my father
Don't you leave
But yet, he left like a plot twist in these half unwritten scenes
Can you blame her if she struggles when she sees me?
When I tell her that I got her
She just has to straight believe me
When I tell her that I love her she should know there ain't no other
Oh brother, I'm here just tryna put this family on the tv
I think about this hill that I could die on
How my pride ain't accustomed to have bygones
And maybe if I had
Everything that I desired
Feeling young and way less tired
I could let you go and slide on
But no
Cool calm collected
Twenty seven
Just looking to be respected
My words are legal weapons
But I'm just here to send a message
Jay