Jens Haarnagel - Lost at Sea Lyrics

I was so afraid to make mistakes
That I didn't do anything at all
So much to lose so high the stakes
Could no longer see, see behind the walls
The walls of silence, violence
Through stormy nights I've tried
To find my inner quiet
To make it out alive
Through every weather, no matter
Even if it doesn't get better
I'll still sail ahead
To bring me safe to shore
I'm a captain lost at sea
I lost track of all my crew
I can't seem to find the way
Although the sky seems so blue
I once threw my compass overboard
Now it can't seem to be found
The sea embraces me like a chord
And to this ship I'm bound
Now is the time to take the rudder
Even if it's going to make me shudder
Even the night is cold and black
I will finally have to get me back on track
The walls of silence, violence
Through stormy nights I've tried
To find my inner quiet
To make it out alive
Through every weather, no matter
Even if it doesn't get better
I'll still sail ahead
To bring me safe to shore
I'm a captain lost at sea
I lost track of all my crew
I can't seem to find the way
Although the sky seems so blue
I once threw my compass overboard
Now it can't seem to be found
The sea embraces me like a chord
And to this ship I'm bound
What's a ship without it's captain
What's a captain without crew
What are men without the hope
Of ever coming home