JeRa - Blood on Me Lyrics

I have been white washed
There's nothing but the blood on me
Nothing but blood on me
Nothing but blood on me
Yeah I have been white washed
You can never count the cost
Nothing but blood on me
Nothing but blood on me
I still remember back when, when
Never really had real friends, friends
We were maybe only ten, when
They would bully me time and again
For not being as thin as them
So I stood tall and chose to pretend
Like I was someone tough, just desperate for some love, desperate for a touch
I was a
Scared little boy with no guidance
Grew up to fear the silence, defiant
In every attention seeking way
Insecure about the young man I became
Wondering if my dad knows my name
And why happy family's make me feel shame
Hearing what the doctors had to say
Chemical imbalances balance my brain
I wasn't an orphan
You always knew my name
You cover me in your love
You cover me in your blood
I have been white washed
There's nothing but the blood on me
Nothing but blood on me
Nothing but blood on me
Yeah I have been white washed
You can never count the cost
Nothing but blood on me
Nothing but blood on me
Influenced by the trauma, by the drama
Silver bracelets before your honor
Chasing the dark to outrun my fears
Caught up by false light from my peers
The only love I feel
Is in this field
Of poppy seeds
And make believe
The calm that I seek is too unique
So I find my peace within defeat
Wasn't until that I met a real friend
That my false narratives came to an end
Discovered that my confidence was always misplaced
That my stains from my shame were washed and erased
Yeah blood was shed
Dawn of the living dead
Dawn of a new horizon
White washed and shining
Blood of a lion
Turns dust to a diamond
And quiets the riots of internal giants
You silence the voices
You silence them all
There's power in your blood
Only in your blood
I have been white washed
There's nothing but the blood on me
Nothing but blood on me
Nothing but blood on me
Yeah I have been white washed
You can never count the cost
Nothing but blood on me
Nothing but blood on me
Nothing
Nothing but the blood
I'm covered by nothing
Nothing but your blood