Only if you really knew and you understand, All I got in this world is my pen and my pad
Im trying to be a Better man and a better dad only if you really knew and you understand
I got to follow my dreams, I got a big plan
I got a lot of fam, big brother my right hand
But at the end of the day it's me and my pen and pad
Only if you really knew and you understand
At the end of every day, when everybody goes away
Somehow you know the words to say and I realize it's just you and me
I'm trying to be a better father, but the baby mama drama, got a youngin ready to snap
And go and get the llama, but I ain't trying to get booked by the coppers, I got a lot of problems
Till I smoke them marijuana, take a shot of vodka, I think about my feelings before I jot them
There's no hotter in the booth day and night, I see it more than I see my father
With the beats banging like Iguodala and two revolvers, as long as I got my pen and my pad
I will not bother
I'm coolin' if it wasn't for this music, then life would just be foolish, so this is what I'm pursuing
As the music plays and my mind fades away, out to another place far from reality
Only if you really knew and you understand, all I got in this world is my pen and my pad
I'm trying to be a better man and a better dad
Only if you really knew and you understand
I got to follow my dreams, I got a big plan, I got a lot of fam, big brother my right hand
But at the end of the day it's me and my pen and pad
Only if you really knew and you understand
I'm living the vida loca, getting money and chocha
I'm on the road to success, it's bringing my enemies closer
The shawty that played me back then waiting for me to poke her
I just act like I don't know her to keep the weight off my shoulders
All my real friends befriending me and now they all vultures
Pretending to be the ones that'll stick with me till it's over
But it ain't about nothing, I just stay in my own lane
They like you came a long way from being a no name
I tell them I ain't in it for the fame or the game
I'm just trying to make a change, and make some change
A thick chick with thick hips that can rap and sing
I want it all the money, cars and jewelry
But at the end of every day, when everybody goes away
Somehow you know the words to say, and I realize it's just you and me
Only if you really knew and you understand
All I got in this world is my pen and my pad
I'm trying to be a better man and a better dad
Only if you really knew and you understand
I got to follow my dreams, I got a big plan
I got a lot of fam, big brother my right hand
But at the end of the day it's me and my pen and pad
Only if you really knew and you understand
At the end of every day, when everybody goes away
Somehow you know the words to say, and I realize it's just you and me
It's just another page in my notebook
It's just another page in my notebook
It's just another page in my notebook
It's just another page in my notebook
As I write another page of sin
I cross it out, thought it out, let a new day begin
If you really knew and understood me
And looked at me as the man that I could be
Instead of judge me as the man I stand here and fear shook where
Looking towards a new chapter in this here book
Jerm, I burned too many bridges
I learned too many lessons too late and made too many wrong decisions
But all that doesn't matter now sad Im down
All I have is my pen and pad in this battleground
I'm just trying to be a much better man than I was ever then
Stand up with a better plan
Only if you really knew what I could do
Then I could prove to you that I could take this movement to the moon
And I could take this pen and pad and change the world
Peace, gon' be blessed, and love life, I'm gone
Only if you really knew and you understand
All I got in this world is my pen and my pad
I'm trying to be a better man and a better dad
Only if you really knew and you understand
I got to follow my dreams, I got a big plan
I got a lot of fam, big brother my right hand
But at the end of the day it's me and my pen and pad
Only if you really knew and you understand