Honest Video (MV)

[Verse 1:]



Yeah, I tell myself that it's gon be alright...

And everything is working out, but sometimes I know its a lie...

Sometimes I feel like what I'm doing's just a waste of time...

Stressing bout the future fighting tears because I hate to cry...

I think I know why, I saw my momma do it...

So much growing up and I couldn't help, I was young and stupid...

Every time I feel alone I just turn on some music...

Wish somebody told me that growing older is mad confusing...

Yeah, I'm so grateful that I fell in love...

Without my baby I'd be somewhere wasted f*cking up...

I used to look, forward to the weekends...

Where I'd go off the deep end, and, wake up and pretend...

That, i'm happy with my life knowing that's the fakest shit...

The only way I know to numb the pain's to take a sip...

Yeah, I need to smile more and worry less...

Praying that you'll love me forever because I'm sure a mess...

Aye, But I'm working on it yeah I guess...

Who would of thought that this position is a world of stress...

Time is sure flying, don't know where it went...

I don't wanna be, trapped behind a desk, no offense...

Yeah, I'm just rambling and need to vent...

Making music that I hope they play at each event...

I hope I win it all before the season ends...

When you're feeling lost is when the devil wants to be a friend...