Useless Video (MV)

I made up my mind that I wouldn't lie in bed and cry
If I keep myself really busy then I know it will be alright
Occupy my mind so I'm not thinking, binge a show instead of binge drinking
But is it really the best way to live a life wishing I was okay?
Cause the walls are strong they're too tough to climb, just thinking this way is wasting my time
There's gotta be a better way to live a life that's not so grey
And I get really stuck on all the stupid things I say
They circle round in my head I wish they'd go away
I feel like I'm always in a rush, never on time I talk too much
There's gotta be a better way to live a life that's not so grey
Cause I am tired of being useless and I'm tired of stickin' round
I wish there was something that I could do, to stand my ground so I
Cracked my fingers, gave my head a shake
Toughened up and I made it through the day