JerryT - NOTHING WON'T BE THE SAME Lyrics

Sometimes you just have to lose yourself in the chaos
Just to discover the only thing that you truly control
And that's how you rise after you fall
Just know, even storms run out of rain
And when they do that, you'll see every challenge
Which is watering the strength within you to grow
Patience ain't my virtue. I just like to have my shit my way
Girl, I ain't even mean to hurt you
Sorry I got caught up in the moment
Moving fast, felt like I just had you
Now I'm seeing clearer. All I ever wanted was you
Chasing my own plan. Couldn't see the bigger picture
Now I'm stuck in deep regret. Wish I could fix what's missing with ya
All these late night empty fights. I was blinded by ambition
But now I left alone. Lost in this self-made prison
Thought I had control, but I was losing my grip
Now I'm stuck missing you like a habit I can't quit
Every time I try to move, I feel that pull back
I'm chasing something gone. I'm stuck in a loop
I can't Track it
Feel like I've been running in circles, but I can't find the start
Trying to forget you, but you still heavy on my f*cking heart
Acting like I'm fine, but the truth is hard to face
You left a mark on my soul that no one else could replace
I've been feeling up the void with distractions and lies
But nothing seemed to heal the pain of our goodbyes
Tried to numb the feeling, but it keeps coming through
No matter how far I run, I can't outrun the truth
Now I'm looking in the mirror, trying to recognize me
Lost the best part of myself when I let you leave, girl
I thought I had it all, but I was blinded to the cost
Now I'm searching for the pieces of everything I lost
Now I'm left here in the silence. No more call, no more text
Realizing too late that you the only thing I should've kept
Chasing all the wrong things. Thought I had it all in check
But now I'm feeling empty, trying to fix whatever is left
Been taking trips just to down in Miami heat
But no matter where I go, I can't CTRl, ALT and DELETE you
Just to down in Atlanta, it's like 42 degrees
And it feel colder than it should
Thought I left the cold behind me, but I'm freezing where I stood
Walking through the street, pretending that I'm fine
But every step I take, just rewind the time
Thought I escaped the cold, whatever we left behind
But whatever in Atlanta, have my memories stuck in your mind
Walking through Hartsfield, the terminal's alive
But I'm feeling out of place, cause I'm just trying to survive
I'm on I-85, cruising up northbound
Every exit that I pass, bring memories around
I just took exit, 248 C
On William Street, just to reach Mellow Mushroom, all on Peachtree
I remember that's where I met you at
I wish we could go back, but nothing won't be the same
Nothing was the same
Nothing was the same
Nothing was the same
Nothing was the same
Nothing was the same