We go for a walk
You hold my hand as we talk
And it kills me inside
Cause I know that you won't be mine
So we'll just drink and forget
All the stupid shit that I said
And I ask you to lie
Just pretend that you could be mine
Am I just a joke to you
Or are you terrified too
Tell me that it will all be fine
Cause right now I'm not alright
Maybe it's time that I pump the brakes
Don't message first see how long it will take
And I'll wait
I'll become stubborn, have nothing to say
Then Maybe you'll ask me if I am okay
I'm not okay
Why am I never enough
I just want to feel like I'm loved
Please just continue to lie
Just Pretend that you could be mine
You cant see that I'm lying
Acting like I am alright
So let's just go get high
Cause I know that you won't be mine
Am I just a joke to you
Or are you terrified too
Tell me that it will all be fine
Cause right now I'm not alright
Maybe it's time that I pump the brakes
Don't message first, see how long it will take
And I'll wait
I'll become stubborn, have nothing to say
Then Maybe you'll ask me if I am okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay