JESSEL - nights like this Lyrics

Nights like this are only in my memories
Nights like this are buried in my memories
I'm reminiscing bout the days when we're young
And remembering the exact moment that I fell in love
I was saying goodbye and the sunlight hit your eyes just right
Gave me that look that I'll never forget it was quite the sight
Ever since it happened my life has been like an investment chart
Never a steady ascent goes up and down when you broke my heart
I'm not gonna lie I almost died a couple times
Tried to suppress these thoughts that have been burning my mind those
Nights like this
Are the ones that I miss
Only in my memories
And all I see
I'm recounting the stars and retracing the scars those
Nights like this
Are the ones that I miss
Buried in my memories
And I'm waiting for the day I'll find my rightful place yeah
I'm longing for that feeling of not having a care in the world
But it looks like hope is fleeting and I'll never paint that mural again
Why is it that I keep going back down in this hole
This isn't where i wanna be I'd rather enlighten my soul bright
Despite what it is you may of thought
This is just me doing right and me moving on
I'll find the one where I can get that f*cking feeling again
Because I'll never forgive ya for what it is that ya did those
Nights like this
(With not a care in the world) Are the ones that I miss
Only in my memories (Not a care in the world)
And all I see
I'm recounting the stars and retracing the scars those
Nights like this
(With not a care in the world) Are the ones that I miss
Buried in my memories
And I'm waiting for the day I'll find my rightful place yeah
Those nights like this
Are only in my memories