Jessica Haffner - A New Freedom Lyrics

I, stopped saying your name
Out loud every night
Though it screamed in my mind.
I, extracted those hands
Pushed them away
Replaced them with time.

Your lips moved slow,
They said the word love
They said the word free
It was over before it began
I can't reconcile the pain I see
And glass is not diamond, no matter how much I wish it would be.

Shatter this ache,
Take it from me.
After all this time,
I thought I was free.

I, stopped saying your name.
Dismantled my heart,
And gave it away.

You must know how the time ticks slow.
When the songs take me so far away.
Deep in the night, those ghosts they come closer.
And after all this time,
I thought I was free.

I, don't say your name,
Out loud anymore,
Only when it rains.