Jessica Newell - it's Christmas Lyrics

Are you stupid are you dumb don't you know what's this month?
It's the month that I really love you like the last one and the next few
It ain't original baby I was a runaway once too
But it's Christmas and I want you
Now I know we need our space for just a little while
And my Father told me He would put me through a trial
And I promised Him that I would follow through
But it's Christmas and I want you
You want me too
But I don't have to convince you
You love me as much as I love you
Love of my life walked out on me
In a 3 minute call
Yeah I prayed God would refine him
Then the next day I was cryin'
This pain's original baby
I never met a man like you
It is Christmas and I want you
And I know we need our space for just a little while
And I do believe that this is just another trial
Is it crazy I'm not willing to throw it all away?
To screw up now I won't make that mistake