It's about ten pm when I start focusing on me
This long had to realize I'm living for a dream everybody got opinions though
But the way I been thinking I'm in a different mode
My confidence gon' tell my story
Forever grateful for the understanding put up for me
Light up my patience it feel like it's easier to scorch me
My conscience ain't been looking pretty
I hate the fact that you will never get it
'Cause mentally I'm all alone physically no better
If I leave right now don't cry tonight
Watch me fly
Can I get away to a world where I'm understood and my feelings matter?
Having ideas that I wish I could only makes me madder
Baby I'm tired of mental struggles had to learn throughout the years rather be single what's a couple?
Heartbreak bring on too much trouble and what I look like falling for another?
Try to put strength back in my heart I need some muscle
I try to express my words but every time I write 'em down I feel it don't really express my worth
A lot I had to leave out my concern don't wanna risk it all by getting burned
It's about ten pm when I start focusing on me
This long had to realize I'm living for a dream everybody got opinions though
But the way I been thinking I'm in a different mode
My confidence gon' tell my story
Forever grateful for the understanding put up for me
Light up my patience it feel like it's easier to scorch me
My conscience ain't been looking pretty
I hate the fact that you will never get it
'Cause mentally I'm all alone physically no better
If I leave right now don't cry tonight
Watch me fly
Can I get away to a world where I'm understood and my feelings matter?
Having ideas that I wish I could only makes me madder
Having ideas that I wish you could
Manipulation oh you too good
I told myself boy you too nice they gon' see through good
Who would've thought that it was you who could
'Cause mentally I'm all alone physically no better
If I leave right now don't cry tonight
Watch me fly
Can I get away to a world where I'm understood and my feelings matter?
Having ideas that I wish I could only makes me madder