Jesus - Fifth Dimension Lyrics

For no apparent reason I'm writing
The shit I'm seeing isn't normal
I'm sending out a message from behind a cell of pupils
Help me, please, help me see what I'm blind to
Eternal, and expulsion, and infinite things
Possibilities
The loss of words f*cked your mind and everything is falsified
I am the only
I am thee
I am completely empty and full of it all
So completely bent and bending
The whole of life is just a lot like birds wish they could be
But birds don't know about wishes
Instead pigeons are the only other distance and even they fall short
The sounds, expressions, wholes, ends, limits and everything past them
Can't
Can't ever
Can't ever grasp a whole concept as well as life gives
F*ck, I'm high
So high
That I'll keep writing this wayward excuse of poetic device in action
I'm so gone
I'm the absence and the absolute
If there ever Wasn't then I am never understood
Never
Never been so enlightening, so enthralled, this moment is expansive
So big and nobody else sees it
I'm just writing because i have to
I have to keep up
And when i die that's when the answer comes
Obvious falls kind of short of an actual explanation or a concept
All these words they can't define
Anything is the anything, the anything
Stop the pattern while you can because they don't see it
You're too high to see it
While you're writing this they all laugh
They all enjoy the pity you have
This life is a life
Never to be shared by anyone or anything
The whole ambiance of it is liberating
But you know this isn't real, and you'll have to go home soon
I hate it
I hate a lot
I hate a lot, a lot
I'm so sorry for everything I've done
But i can't even objectify
You're writing fine
All that time led to this and now it's time for action
When words won't let you in and the walls hurt
And everything in your mind comes out; then what?
Life is full of disappointments and fully distinctive from the rest
It's all your feelings
All things presented and taken in
The whole inner monologue that led to nothing
The talking is nothing
People are the everything you have for now...
Now there's very few that can understand
And they need drugs to push these thoughts to the surface
When everything around you drifts away, it's moments like these
They're all that matter
And when everything comes down to it
I'm so f*cking dead inside I'm ready