Jewel's Vern - Drowning Lyrics

As long as I've lived
The grass has never looked so green on the other side
The years that I've got left
They're sneaking up on me from behind
So I'm lying here trying to put meaning to
The size and the shape of things
And as I'm dying here
I can't help but think thank god
Thank who

I see no way out
Of this hole I'm in
Please don't let me drown
Save me from myself
I need help
To get on my feet again
Don't leave me here drowning

Don't think don't speak just feel
Pay attention to what is real
Don't lose touch or it'll all sleep away
It'll rot it'll decay
Gotta hang onto it
In spite of what it's done to you
You entitled little shit
Don't you realize what I've given you
Don't you realize what I've wasted on you

Do you want another chance
Do you want another chance
F*ck you
You haven't earned another chance
F*ck you
You wasted your chance

I see no way out
Of this hole I'm in
Please don't let me drown
Save me from myself
I need help
To get on my feet again
Don't leave me here drowning