Sink into the morning sun
We sunk right where we stood
You whispered in my ear and said you finally understood
I don't think that you could
I think that i think too much i think i try too hard
But I don't really give a f*ck
I'm tryna let me guard down
I know that its not permanent
But i dont want you to see me like this
I just want to be on my baddest behavior
Get down on my knees here in this hotel elevator for you, for you, for you
If I see you look my way ill try to hide my fear
Dont know how else to wash away this lie i engineered
I know my egos real
Maybe I should try to hide it
Maybe I'd get peace of mind despite it
Violent autopilot sways my mind
No I can't fight it, I can't fight it
I know that its not permanent
But i dont want you to see me like this
I just want to be on my baddest behavior
Get down on my knees here in this hotel elevator for you, for you, for you
I know that its not permanent, but I
I dont want you to see me like this, like this
I know that its not permanent, but I
I dont want you to see me like this