Jhetta Ebron - Fruits Lyrics

Ain never win most popular
Ain never win best dressed
Ain never get best smile
Or most likely to see success
Ain never been picked first
Or been loved more than love that I gave
I ain't never felt like enough
But I ain't never felt less than great
F*cked up but it ain't seal my fate
Don't trust, I've been betrayed
Still tuck this 5 inch blade
Still love, I'm still humane
I forgave to make room for new pain
Couldn't stay, had to find a new lane
Grew up, had to find new friends
Looked back, peep shit through new lens
And I saw that
No matter how much I cried
Not long, soon after came God!
Shed tears and became a new eye
Look up I don't see no sky
Just everything I wanted and beyond
I wish I could meet me when I was young
Dap me up and tell me nigga you was right
You can do anything you wanna do in life
Yeah

This shit for the taking
Life, what you make it
And I done made picasso's
Out of emotional high lows
Internally I feel hollow
But still I got faith and patience
Cause ever since I came of conscience , felt I was the greatest
Won't stop, until I made it
Til one crib I got looking down on the city
And another crib sitting on acres
Where I'm growing my kush and potatoes
Over there my sativa and tomatoes
I just wanna plant food of my own
I can't rely on the fruits that they gave us nigga

I talk big you just think small
I walk big I just ain't tall
Nights quick but the days long
Shawty thick but her brain off
So I don't even wanna hit lil baby
Every week I gotta fade call
Life a blur, but I ain't lost
In my way, get yo lane crossed
On the field, better aim or get that thing mossed
If you shoot you better kill cause if I live imma play God
Don't make me have to keep good on my promise
I'm trynna inspire niggas not take em way from they mamas , mamas
Life been hella grand just like my mamas mama
Yeah I could complain but shit don't bring me any commas commas
Comments get ignored
Sit to high to hear that noise
Dream to big for your advice
I want too much I need 2 life's
Gotta pay to be the boss and I ain't even ask the price
Gave my heart, I gave my all
Gave my days , I gave my nights
Gave relationships away because they would've held me back
Gave my privacy away I gotta put me on the map
Gave stability away cause I don't want a normal life
And I ain't saying I want fame, just some power to make shit right
That's all I wanna do in life
Yeah

This shit for the taking
Life, is what you make it
And I done made picasso's
Out of emotional high lows
Internally I feel hollow
But still I got faith and patience
Cause ever since I came of conscience, felt I was the greatest
Won't stop, until I made it
Til one crib I got looking down on the city
And another crib sitting on acres
Where I'm planting my kush and potatoes
Over there my sativa and tomatoes
I just wanna grow food of my own
I can't rely on the fruits that they gave us nigga